OBS. Sheekada qaybta Somaliga ah hoos waaye.
Happy new year for every one.
I just came back from 10 days holidays with my family and friends after new year break. I had really wonderful time. I was with my family in southern of Sweden and then when to Cologne, Germany to meet a guy, who I met last march when he visited a friend of mine. 3 weeks after I went to Brussels as I planed to go there before we met, I met him again in there. things happened for my last hours in my trip. We both liked what we felt, but we were unsure. We continued talking and chatting to each other. After few weeks I told him that I can't continue making date with him. He was quiet disappointed, but we still talk and sms to each other. My last trip to Paris, november 2012. He asked me if he could join to me and I said no. He became disappointed and I was actually disappointed to my self. I had feeling in my heart for him all the time but I won't take any step toward date with him. Cause we live different countries, we have different age like I am older than him 5 years, He is more closer to gay lifestyle than me, which can make me to be jealous if we get relation. Anyhow end of the pass year, November, we decided to give chance to each other and meet. We did that and we met in Cologne. We had three wonderful days together in Cologne, we celebrated new year eve together with his friends. We didn't talk actually our feelings direct, He went back to Brussels and I came back home in Stockholm. We talked over the phone but we didn't said anything. Now I have butterflies in my stomach. It looks like both of us have it but each one waiting the other. I am trying to keep me strong and do my daily life as usual. don't know what tomorrow brings but this is what I feeling now.
Somali Part.
Sanad wanaagsan dhamaantiin.
waxan ka soo laabtay 10 Malmood oo fasaxi sanad-ka cusub ah, waxan booqday qoyskayga oo degan konfurta Sweden, ka dibna Cologne, Germany oo aan kula kulmay wiil, wiilkaas oo aan hada ka hor Stockholm ku kulanay bishii 3-aad 2012, markaas oo u booqanayay wiil kale oo aan asxaab nahay. 3 todobaad ka dib ayaan anaa booqday Brussels, Belgium oo ii qorshaysnayd isaga ka hor. Waan la kulmay mar labaad, habeen-kii ugu danbaysay ayaa dareen na dhex maray, taas oo qalbigayga raad ku reebtay. Waxan ku soo laabtay Stockholm, shekaysi-gii waa noo sii socday, mudo ka dib ayaa waxan u sheegay, in anaan anigu wax xidhiidh ah rabin, maxa yeelay, waxan ku kala nool nahay laba dal oo kala duwan, da'da waxa noo dhaxeeya farqi 5-sano ah oo aan anigu ka weynahay. Sidaas oo ay ahayd hadana xidhiidh-kayagu waa sii socday. Socdaal-kaygii ugu danbeyay ee aan Paris, France ku aaday november 2012 ayaa wuxu ii waydiistay in aan halkaas ku kulano, hase yeshe waan ka diiday. Runtii waa u niyad jabay aniguna sido kale,. Ugu danbayntii dhamaad-kii november ayaan go'aan ku gaadhnay in aan fasaxa sanadka cusub ku kulano Cologne, Germany. Halkaas ayaan ku kulanay oo aan ku wada qadanay 3-maalmood oo aad u wacan, Habeen-kii sanad-ka cusubna halkaas ayaan ku wada dabaal degnay isaga iyo asxaabtiisa. Run ahaantii sii toos ah ugamaanu wada hadal waxa xigi doona hada iyo dareen-kayaga. Hase yeshe waxan la soo laabtay laab salaaxan, waxan filaya isaguna sidaas oo kale. Tel-ka waanu ka wada hadalnay hase yeshe waxay u eekayd in mid walba ka kale jawaabta maalmihii tagay iyo macaan-koodi u isagu u noqdo ka ka hor hadla. Ma ogi waxay bari soo sito yase yeshe manta waa la ii haya.....
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